Why am I alive – Light Mage.
Why am I alive? I'd like to start with myself on this question. When I was reading, I used to eat, drink and have fun with some middle-age people who were older than me, because with these middle-age people, I didn't have to pay for them, and they paid me to go with me. So one of them was probably when I was reading three or four, he had this asthma, and then he died in the third and fourth years of my life. As soon as he died, my question began to come, he was such a life away, about 30 years old, his life process, I was thinking so interesting? He was always ill and couldn't do heavy work, so he had to do temporary work a lot, so he was poor. Because of him, I began to think, what is it about living? It doesn't mean anything to think he's alive like this.
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Posting reason: at the beginning of this post, is to see someone in this group sent "I enlightened, we have questions can ask", even feel flamboyant, but there are followers of faith and learning. Immediately issued this post to emulate it, marked new and different, although fear of people do not believe and denigrate, but in order to establish a realistic and empirical atmosphere, rushed to the internet generally said not practice the atmosphere, impulse to send this post. Over the course of several years, although there are troublemakers, argumentators, doubters, but there are also true practicers to post questions and feedback progress. Some people also give me feedback on the progress and harvest of the practice in bean mail. Thanks to these brothers, it makes me feel that my posting is still a little bit of value.